January 2011
“Don’t argue with fools, because from a distance… You can’t...”
“Do you want a pretty lie or the ugly truth?”
School
College is all about self-motivation. It’s about getting up in the morning and wanting to go. It’s about actually wanting to study and wanting to get good grades. I am a 3.7 GPA student, and this has been the first semester where I have lost all motivation and focus that I had for school. I guess it’s because every day I’m sitting in class wondering why I’m there.
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Soul Searching
I’ve decided that I come to a point in my life where I need some soul searching, and for some odd reason, many people believe this has to be about love… but it’s not. It’s about me.
I at a crossroad in my life where I’m at a point of confusion and not sure where I am headed in life. Yes I am young, and this might not be something to think about… but I feel...
“Everybody dies, but not everybody lives…”
pinkil:
Talib Kweli - Never been in love
But I...
I gotta make a change..
For the past couple of weeks, I was considering changing myself.
Thought Process:
I’m turning 21 years old in June. By that time, I wanted to become a classy lady because I’m not getting any younger. At times, I act and think like a boy. I say the most vulgar and outrageous things. For example, I got a t-shirt at H&M that had a pink cat on it, and I started asking my friends if...
Happiness
After everything that I’ve been through, I’m convinced that life is only about having fun.
Not about relationships or love.
Not about money or the clothes that you wear.
Not about school or careers.
If you make everything about having fun and forget about simple technicalities that may seem complicated at the time, you will reach a level of happiness that you have yet to...
“Don’t want to stay awake because the truth fuckin hurts. Don’t want to fall...”
– (via abcdefuckghi)
Although I hate those corny quotes that are repetitive and can be found all over Facebook statuses, this one is the exception.
While you scream at your woman, there’s a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you humiliate, offend & insult her, there’s a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you hurt her, there’s a man wishing he could take her pain...
In the mood to make out over takeout.
Ecstasy
Disclaimer: I’m not a promoter of drugs nor a fan of peer pressure. If you do not agree with the topic of this post, simply do not read it.
Yesterday was a rough day for me. Rough day at work and for some reason I had a burning sensation in my stomach. My two good friends called me out to party with them, but I wasn’t in the mood then I thought this was my last week of freedom before...
Small World.
With the estimated population of 19,500,000, New York seems like the ideal location if you want to avoid people, but truth be told… New York City is a small world.
Everyone seems as though they are connected to somebody that you may know.
It is hard to find that escape if you are looking to meet new people. Every day, I’ll bump into someone that I’ve known at some point in my...
“When it comes to men who are romantically interested in you, it’s really simple....”
– Randy Pausch (via newyorkish)
Randy Pausch is a genius of a man.
RIP <3
Friends With Benefits
I’m at the point in my life where I’ve evaluated the relationships that I’ve been in as well as the men that I’ve picked to be with. After a while, I came to a realization that some people are not made to be in a relationship. I know that this shatters the happy fairytale ending for most, but it is the truth.
I don’t think that I am made to be in a relationship till...
Love of my life
My best friend and her first love had one of the craziest relationships, yet one of the most beautiful relationships I have witnessed. Crazy, because he was controlling and always so angry. He didn’t understand to appreciate what he had at the time. Beautiful because I have never seen anyone love someone to that extent… to actually cater to every single one of her needs.
While they...
All Work; No Play
I feel as though so many companies are in business for the wrong reasons. I clearly understand the only way to keep a store or a company running is by making revenue, but most companies only see the dollar signs.
The company I work for really focuses on customer service, but we would bend the truth sometimes even lie to make a sale. I’ve done it before through pressures of my managers, but...
baaabyc:
jayyelle:
Wale - Breakup Song
See,...
How to get over ur recent ex...
I always pondered this. What is the easiest way to get over your ex? Especially if you don’t want to play any games & just want to end everything then move on.
My wonderful friends’ suggestions were:
Step 1: get really stupid drunk and try new drugs besides weed.
Step 2: find a hot rebound with no strings attached.
Step 3: if all else fails party your ass off.
All this just...
I'm only going to break your heart
After being depressed and moping around after the break-up I had with my boyfriend, I found out more lies and manipulating moves that he had made. I sat there as my heart sunk deep into my chest, and then I began to laugh. I couldn’t stop grinning.
Everything became hilarious to me because not only did I fall in love with a lie, but the fact that I was forewarned by everybody and I still took the...
The Notorious B.I.G. Murder Investigation Reopened...
musicnmymind:
Thirteen years since The Notorious B.I.G.’s murder, a task force is still actively investigating the unsolved case.
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“I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you...”
– Originally from 10 Things I Hate About You, but edited…
This is who I am.
I’m the most confusing and complex person in the world.
I want something then I don’t.
I’m super social and friendly one day, and the next I’m ignoring everyone’s phone calls and texts.
I hate attention, but I hate to be ignored.
The strangest things piss me off.
I’m a wild child one day, and decide to be a nun on others.
I don’t want to stay...